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RIP

2009-07-27T23:08:00.000-07:00

Just kidding.
Oh how dead this blog has been.
exams now, i tell you i'll make sure i'll post the post i promised etc..

Searching For Life

2009-06-23T06:09:00.000-07:00

sorry i'm too busy to blog currently due to LOADS of hmk!
Promise to do so before Hols end!
Love ya guys!

2009-06-04T21:07:00.000-07:00

I cant be bothered to say the dates when i went out to ajisen to eat with Mr Lie..
Cause i think it wouldn't matter to anyone. lols (caps)

These are photos from a few weeks back.
Dear Mr Lie finally allowed me to take a picture of him. hahahs!

Ajisen's Crayfish Ramen is nice!!!
Soft Shell Crab etc.. yummmm~~~

hahahs! (caps)
This is definitely taken during the dumpling festival!
cute Mel ehs? XDD
*whats that thing hanging there..smells nice... *sniffs**

Okay this frigging big DEAD (caps) moth was found near the leg of Baby Jo.
hahahs!!
Mojojo~~~~ scared by a moth~~~ hahahas!!

Its the Singapore Great sales!!
discounts are so much that it was so unexpected..
gotta find a mask and prom dress soon..

Its really worth it to get one during this time.
Can't wait for REAL (caps) shopping!!

Gonna find some time to get my spree loots from la senza.
Hope they fit nicely! ><

I (caps) want to shop!!!
of course with mr lie's consent.. (hee~)

Oh ya!
Went to table tennis training yesterday..
did pull-ups (as in really pull-ups) and some continuous standing broad jump across the hall.
Training for strength.. lols .
Now, muscle aches all over..
Someone massage me!!!! LOL (caps) --->obviously only mr lie can do it. hahahs!!!

Yepps.
Couple tee bought by mr lie's parents..
Cute yeah?!!
BAPE monkies are my favourite!!! >< style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">fish & co to eat that day..
One meal seriously almost made my stomach burst..
But the fish is SOOOOOOO fresh!!!
There's soup of the day too!
Best soup i've ever tasted in fast food restaurents.. (those soup of the day etc..)

Forgot to take pictures... =/
Otherwise i'll make all of you drool. HAHS! (caps)

Till next time i'll blog again!
Sorry for being late!
Don't give up on my blog or else i'll haunt ya!

Hectic Life

2009-06-01T04:36:00.000-07:00

will try to blog soon~~!!!

Dreams

2009-05-20T08:15:00.000-07:00

Dreams:

1. Marry you. As simple as that. Shan't say anymore details.

2. Get a Le Sport Sac luggage or big bag to go overseas with friends after 'O's..

As Fire Builds Up In Me...

2009-05-18T02:51:00.000-07:00

I bet everyone have read about the tamil tiger's fall yea?

I wouldn't even have bothered to make this post if not for how angry and upset i feel.
You might find this boring, but i'm just pointing out how i really feel..

Ever since i knew of this conflict, i supported the tamil tigers.
The Sinhalese does not even realise the f***ing government's motive.
Its all just for the interests of the Sinhalese, that they cornered them, killed innocent Tamil civilians in between the capturing of the tamil tigers.
They don't even care.
stop those crap about "everyone has come out safely and looked after by the government."

BULLSHIT (CAPS)

so wtf are they trying to do?!
f***ing corrupted people.
I believe in retribution, cause and effect.
They'll be punished..

If the tamil tigers could have resolved the issue with peace, this decades-old battle would never even have started.
Get what i mean?

Its just so sad.. SO SAD (caps) that only a minority supports the way i'm thinking..
They probably just don't know the truth..
The society today, have become a place full of narcissist and lies..

What has become of the world?
Global warming, corruption leading to poverty, so on and so on..
If only.. If only all these will stop..

A Rendezvous

2009-05-15T08:03:00.000-07:00

UPDATED:
oh ya.. forgot to talk about the booster session for Adam Khoo's workshop..
When Mr Freddie mentioned about belief, i came upon a realisation of how much i believe in myself.
From a "i don't think i can go to a JC" , to a "I want to go to a JC right now, and i can do it!"
I thought i've already lost hope..
I thought i've lost the belief in myself..
But now, thanks to Mr Freddie, I know i can do much more than what i'm doing right now.
And i believe i can do it.

Went to JP with "Angel" , "Baby Jo" , and "Baby Roh". LOL (caps)
okay luh.. since no pictures to post, just post this pic.. XDD .
random..

LOBSTERS!!! WAHHAHA!!
who wants to see lobsters.. =.= .
anyway, today's shopping at jurong point was somehow.... waste of time..
didn't get to see any jackets or tops..
this is SO (caps) especially true for angela and josephine. lol

Anyway, from 12++ walk till 7++ with josephine.. =.= .
If i'm not tired, i would have spent more..
anyway, bought some skinfood item. hahahs!!

OH YA!!! (caps)
i won 2 movie tickets to watch Night At The Museum 2 !!!! YAY!!
its through the newspaper (IN section)
guys, don't be jealous. EHHEH (caps)

Josephine, don't need to be afraid that anyone will (rob) you even if i scream that you have 300++ bucks. LOL (caps)
And you don't have to get back at me by almost shouting in the bus that i've got $1000++..
No one will rob us.......... (lol)

.__.

Finally just one more (day) to be able to speak to you..
I'm missing you so much..
These 6 days feel like months to me, and i bet, just one message, will bring me a smile..
i'll be waiting...!

Birthday coming on 24th May..
Really happy that it lies on sunday to celebrate it with you! hahas~!
hmm..
Let me think abt what i shall get for my b-day... lols

SELLING:

TOPSHOP Tasseld Oversized Cape

Fits UK 6-12
Brand New
OOS in stores!

Retail price: $79.90

Selling Price: $69.90

Moments In Heaven

2009-05-11T03:44:00.000-07:00

11th may 2009 Sunday

Another outing with jerald and his family.
This time, we went to eat a buffet at fairmount hotel.
Although theres not much variety, The Salmon sashimi seriously! (caps) brought me to heaven.. (~~~~~)
Its super duper fresh can!

Random, but outfit for today! ^^

Pictures of me only cause Jerald doesn't want to take picture.. =.= .
he says hes ugly.. ):

Jerald's sister, and boyfriend.
I dont need to specify left and right, right?
unless you cant tell which is a guy or a girl.. =.= .

Naughty brother of Jerald.

Money-minded Mel .
took my 20 bucks at one time!!
HAHA (caps) .
i love you Mel!!

PS: earning HUGE (caps) bucks nowadays.. heh...
not boasting, but i'm so excited with such amt of money..
but.. when i dont have money, i wanna spend.. when i have money, (.......) i dont know how
to spend them.. SO (caps), i may as well save them..
( not give the money to especially my sis.) --------> noob

5 days cant talk to you at all!
Hope you'll be safe..!
PRAY PRAY PRAY!!! (CAPS)

Late Late Late~!

2009-05-05T02:52:00.001-07:00

so SO (caps) sorry for the VERY (caps) late posts. hee~
well, actually there are more things to say but well... i only got some pictures and i dont have much time either..
so here are some random pics and days. (:

24th April 2009, Friday (i think) ptc day. lols

Look at the kitties!!
They're suckling for their mom's milk! ^^ .
Siamese cats. cute aren't they? crystal blue eyes.. (:

HAHAHS! VANESSA'S birthday!!
i chose the cake!! in the end the top part is paper.. =.=
i swallowed a bit only la.. so.. nvm. LOL (caps)

Mom's sweet and sour fish!!!
omg she can open a restaurent..
collaborate with jerald's father!
they're seriously damn great cooks..

BABY PUFFERFISH (caps)!!!!
Darn cute aren't they???!!!!
i want one female and male...
Sadly... they need HUGE (caps) amount of water. sucks..
totally ruined my hope of getting at least one... ):
Don't worry!! i'll save you from those hands one day!!!!!!

1 year 2 days with you now..
You definitely surprised me by getting another necklace.
I did hope to get another one, but no so much more expensive..
I'm really very very happy..
Anyway, since the other one can be fixed, i'll continue to use it.
Probably as an ankle bracelet. (if its short enough. LOL (caps) . )
Will wait for you to be back, then enjoy for a few weeks with you for June hols.
I'm right this time. i'm probably the luckiest girl.. at least to me..
THE END

please tune in to more updates. (provided there're any interesting events! heh!)
Dont't give up on my blog please!!

PS: Dion, i'll reply your email here. Don't worry i'm fine..
Will most probably tell you again when we're online alright? I love ya..

Burning Flame

2009-04-20T04:54:00.000-07:00

i'm trying not to include any vulgarities right here..
My brother broke my necklace..
The necklace that worth and means a lot to me.
Those who know what it is, good for you.
Its not by accident. Its on PURPOSE (caps).

That was the limit..
i tried to tell him to wash his hands with soap, and he practically screamed at me with bulging eyes.
Told him if hes not gonna say sorry, hes not gonna watch the tv. He screamed again.
He took my necklace as i dropped it without noticing, threatened to break it, then broke it.
I went crazy.. I've never felt out of control..
I went into a huge fight with him. I was shaken with anger..
still shaking..

The adrenaline.. its not making me stop for whatever i'm doing during the fight.. I went.. crazy..
You can say i'm childish, and you can say everything else means more than my bro.
But if you are me, you probably can't even stand him for a day.
no one else would have a bro like him.
That necklace, was my first valentine days' present..
You people probably wouldn't understand anyway..
I told him, he'll never be my brother from today onwards.

Sister, i know you're trying to help..
i know how you feel..
but you must understand i cant control...
It was too much for me to undertake..

Dion.. i probably need you alot right now..
I miss you..

Reminiscing Every Moment

2009-04-17T05:28:00.000-07:00

sorry for late posts..
starting from earliest, to latest.
so keep on scrolling, and enjoy every moment of my happiness. (:

10/04/09 Friday

Tried to catch a look of my makeup, but i guess i ended up posing like an idiot.
pretty much lusting for the cam right now..

Ajisen!!!
Jerald's favourite eating place!
well, he always books the place so we didn't have to wait before getting in! ^^
This is the last 3rd day i'm gonna see you before you get enlisted into the army..

11/04/09 Saturday

Went to zoo with Jerald, his mom, and his bro!!
REALLYYYY (caps) excited about the trip there. WOOTS~~~!!! (caps)
Sadly, we didnt manage to finish the entire zoo as targeted cause mom's tired, and it started to pour that time... )):

PICTURES!!!
( have actually got more, but its in jerald's com. gotta make a trip to his house and do the uploading sometime..)

PS: i miss you so much right now..

KANGEROO~~~!!!! was SOOOOOOOO (caps) close to it!!!

This is called BIG BIRD!!!
reminded me of elmo and friends. XDDD

OH YA!!! (caps) .
i was thinking since chimpanzees also have the average human brain (just lesser),
i waved frantically at them!!!
AND YOU KNOW WHAT??!! (CAPS ALL!!!)
One of them actually raised one of their arm so suddenly, and imagine it!
it was like he or she was giving "what the hell you doing!" action with one hand.
chinese, "你做么！！" .
COOL YEAH? (CAPS)
ever since before and now, thats the reason why i love primates most~~!!

This a Mandrill!!
I seriously dont know what its doing but the first time i saw it, the entire scenario was damn hilarious.
i mean just look at it!!
the first impression i got was simply, "its like a monk sitting there, praying and stuffs" or whatever it seems to you. You decide. lols.

Penguins!!!
They are sooooo small and cuteeeeeee!!
okay i'm an animal maniac so don't get electrified by my craziness!!

Carlus the Sealion is kissing people!!!
regretted not queuing up for the kiss of my life. (just kidding.. heh. its already taken!! :DD)
look at how scared the child is! hahahs!!

12/04/09 Sunday

Accompanied Jerald and family to relative's one month old baby celebration.
Saw the baby, and was determined to have a child of my own someday..
of course with the one i love!

Ate 2 servings of fooooooodd ( don't blame me, i can't stand the sight of delicious food..)
Pooooorr tummy almost busted. hahahs!!

Went to Tampines Mall 1 with Jerald after that.
IS (caps) friggin huge with lots of american apparels. (FAV)
My god, i was like in heaven.

Went to Topshop. Usually dont like stuffs there but i saw one top!! TOTALLY (caps) my style!!
But... Its worth $63..
Nvm.. borrowed a membership card from Hosanna.. *someone you probably dont know*
so its gonna be reduced to $57.30***!!
going next sunday with sis to get it!! ^^

My dear got a scarf-like top for me.
forgot what its called.
He said i look elegant in it, and i believe i do. *proud of myself* HAHAHAHA!!! (caps)
eh no but i seriously think i do.. -.-

13/04/09 Monday

Its like my happiness is coming to an end..
everything seems to be happening in a flash..
Its just a day before you're gonna get enlisted..
I know you're hurt to see the reluctance in my eyes to let you leave my house..
i'm gonna wait.. i'm so determined to wait..

Today's Mel's B-day!!!
7 years old in dog years, and 1 year old in human years!!!
Specially did a nice container for him and candle, with snacks around it!
i bet he was targeting at the food instead of caring about his birthday.. .___.

Both are cuteeeee right??!!
hahahs!!!

Nice~~??!!!
i know i have a great sense of art and creativity. LOL (caps)

You've always been with me through the good and bad times, tolerated me and stuffs..
So have i.
Now, i want you to be with me for every part of my life.
The last day may be moody for both of us, but just to let you know, i love you as much as you do.

17/04/09 Friday

Its been 4 days ever since you went in..
i miss you dearly.
but its okay, i'm waiting..
still trying to get myself the self-discipline i need to do my work.
yet i can't seem to get it right, get everything done the right way..

tomorrow you're gonna tell me some good news about your schedule. excited..
Have not received any replies from you today.
Hope things are alright.. worried..

Went to Clementi with Jo following pathetically
(seemingly from my non-stop talking and running after buses)
after school to meet Hosanna for top and card.
Guess she was too lazy to come down so she got her maid. hahas! nvm..
Drifted with Jo to Lot 1 to Cotton On to get her top.
As expected, cotton on is just so not my type.

well, till now, im waiting.. ((:

Selling ::

Credits to Hosanna!!

Flowy Cardigan exactly the same as picture shown, just that its in white. (:
Preferably for larger sized people. (:

$50

Selling Journals

2009-04-13T07:04:00.000-07:00

Victoria Secrets Blue Babydoll Cami.
Fits Uk8-12
oos in stores.
RTP: USD62.50 excluding shipping fees

$70

Abercrombie and Fitch Female Top
Fits size S-M

$35

Will update on days outside for the past few days.
Take note! BUHBYE~~!! (caps)

WHY

2009-04-11T10:33:00.000-07:00

MOM wont you just try to understand me just this once?
its just a few more days and thats it.
i'm gonna concentrate on studying.
just let me will you?
haiis...

A New Experience

2009-04-09T08:06:00.000-07:00

8/4/09

Went for ACJC's 31st C.B (seems so wrong)Paul Memorial Quiz. LOLS(caps)
The questions given are obviously what i've not learnt or touched on before.
Experiment was fun la. heh..
In the final round, as expected, RI vs Catholic High. lols.
What to do? They are friggin smart. IS (caps) damn amazed.
BUT (caps), their voice is so gay... =.= . cant stand it. lawl.
so many GAY (caps) voices there. hahahs!!

Forget it. Shan't discriminate them.
They are smart people ehs~~~

Baby Jo ( Josephine) keeeeeeeeeeep pestering me to accompany her and Angel (angela) to go to Bugis.

1. My guy's gonna go to army soon. From now till then, i'm with him. (:
2. In S'pore, Bugis is the place i hate most. except for certain shops n parts la. :DD
(please dont bear a grudge against me. lols)
3. I want to watch Confessions of a Shopaholic, not Disappearance of numbers thingy.
4. I might be going to Tampines 1 mall.
5. My guy is free most of the time on friday.

So so so so sorry my friends..

9/4/09

Seriously friggin sleepy in lesson.
Mr Tan say low blood pressure people ( l.b.p.) are always sleepy.
That explains why i love to slack. hurhur~~

Okay FINE (caps) .
i admit i got some hmk didnt finish.
but i have reasons!!
1. ACJC wasted my time luh.
2. already damn tired when i reached home.
3. I got my ''birthday'' ehs!! (if you understand. lawl)

Worst evening of the week. (claps hand.. =.=)
Hp went out of battery, which i feared since the morning.
In the end people keep searching for me to no avail.
I studying somewhere la. aiyo~~
It makes me feel like i was kidnapped or missing. lols (caps)

But i realise again, how much my family care for me, how much my friends care for me..
People don't see the serious me. ( note that im not emo or what. lol )
I just love to see people laugh and smile in front of me.
Grudges towards people in the past, forget abt it.
I learnt how much more life can be than just blaming here and there.
My heart is definitely much more open to people,
but i still have much more to work on on my self-confidence. lols

Cant wait for tomorrow and Sat,
yet i dread the passing days.
Probably the last 2 days im gonna spend outside with you.
I cant do as much as you did for me.
I'm just going to wait for you.
All i can say is, you are the guy, that treats me the best, (tries to)/understand(s) me most, most mature, kind.
People may not see how good you are.
but i know, and thats enough right? (what you said)

With Love
Your future wife

PS: prepare for pictures tmrw/ sat

Am I Dreaming?

2009-04-06T06:02:00.000-07:00

Today's EL Oral was quite easy.
well, to me it is easy.
I was complemented (major spelling error: complimented) in my conversation! (WEETS~)

Seriously didn't brought anything to sch today except my own personal ''necessities'' for the once a month MAJOR event (LOL) , and my file.
its damn relaxing luh.. heh..

Finished oral, went to YT to get a piece of chicken that barely filled my stomach.
Aiya. Anyway it was for the sake of buying. XD . too much money to spare.. =.=

Miss you so much! 15 mins you spared for me despite your busy schedule was enough for me
to realise the importance of your presence.

To all those who've read my blog, i mean seriously, you don't have to feel amused or something.
Especially as someone whom rarely share my own personal life and stuffs.
So, feel free to read through.
Gossip or not, up to you.
Cause i don't give a damn. (: .

Love all of ya! ^_^

Keep On Wishing

2009-04-05T05:40:00.000-07:00

Great.
Woke up to be received upon my ''birthday'' (if you understand what it is. lawl)
Called Jerald to wish him good morning. lols
Its a normal routine to me liao. hah!

Went to eat KFC, including 2 lamp-posts. (sister n brother) =.=
joking..

9 more days..
this birthday i'm having is making me so damn moody.
I have to learn to appreciate whatever is being done for me..
especially from you.
otherwise i'm gonna have to sulk all day long again, which i dont wanna do.
I'll stay happy with you for the remaining days.
I'll help you polish your head till it becomes damn shiny!!!! LOLS

Tomorrow's schedule: 1. Overcome the sleepy monster, wake up and go to school.
2. Finish English Oral and get it off my mind. (hope i dont get stumped!)
3. Meet buyer for rainbow tote at Bukit Batok

OH SHIT! havent ask my mom to call school for friday's absence.. =.=
nvm. tell ms soh my mom calling sch tmrw. XD .
zzzzzzzzz~~~

Edge of My Heart

2009-04-04T08:35:00.000-07:00

10 more days..
Just 10 more days and you'll be in.
i'll be missing you and stuffs..
seriously i won't be able to find myself another person who is gonna stand my temper and stuffs.
How you are always thinking thoughtfully about me rather about yourself, going through all the damn trouble to accompany me and take care of me when i feel unwell.

I dont wanna let myself regret losing something important in my life..
These 10 days, i want to spend my time with you.
Requested from mom to give me 10 days more to enjoy. Then i'll start working hard.
For you, for my parents, for your parents, and of course for me.
i want to be a great daughter-in-law.
(lols. its not an imagination. cause its gonna come true)

1 more month to one year.
Its not about how long we're together.
Its about how long we keep loving and caring for each other..
I'm sorry for hurting you many times.
Every secret i have, i've already told you.

Lets cut this short. XDD

went to Jerald's house today.
played table tennis. Forget it, deproved A LOT!
Damn la!!!
Got flu again!! ( wanna smack that flu bug but cant.. -.-|| )
Went to his relative's house to eat, saw Wei Wei kor kor, talked abt army etc..
Then went back upstairs, use com, slack, eat medicine, sleep.

6 went back to yew tee, eat BK, walk, my home. XD .

PS: i promise you i will not spend so much on online shopping anymore.
i will tell you everything i want, and let you decide on whether its nice and get it for me or not.
i will spare a thought for our future more, saving up.

Okay la.
i admit it.
I LOVE SHOPPING.
I LOVE CLOTHES.
I LOVE SHOES.
EVRYTHING!
its damn irritating that i cant do caps. .___.

BUT! (notice it being red arhhs!!)

i'm gonna reduce this addiciton, but not stop!
i think if i'm placed together with Jerald's mom, we're gonna be the
world's MADDEST shopaholics!!

Beware Jerald.
From the conversation on a shop alone, tells it all.
Beware. lols

Something to Remember

2009-04-02T23:49:00.000-07:00

Alright.
2/4/09. Went with Jerald to Aston at Orchard to eat!
The food there simply brought me to heaven. :DD
Jerald~~~ Don't bring me go shopping!! Feel weird going into shops and looking around.
You want to get me stuffs, i'll just tell you whatever i want. (provided you agree. LOL)
Watched 'Hotel For Dogs' Movie.
Recommended to Dog lovers!!
Freaking Cute. (probably not for girls that goes, ' AH THAT GUY IS DAMN HOT!!!! ' )
lols.

2 weeks of CONFINEMENT at home seriously drove me to the 'almost-depression' state.
Posting some pics up later.
Damn irritated yesterday.
Forgotten to take mre pics.
So for now, probably posting up Jerald's photo! xD (later. too lazy to do it now. =p)

ADDITONAL (pics. at Aston) FINALLY!!

BOO!!

Laogong acting Si Wen.. LOL

okay, as depicted. '' WHERE IS MY FOOD!!!!!! " LOL . beef steak lehhs.. FAV.

NEXT.

So today, i'm feeling shitty cause i'm sick.
so didnt go for the 'waste of time' running event today. Great timing.
not gonna waste money on MCs either.
My mum's gonna call up the school.
Or parents letter. ((:
BUT WHO CARES!!!!!!!
i'm gonna go out tonight with Jerald's family to eat at Holland V.
WOOTS!!!
better remind myself to put some lip gloss in case i look like a ZOMBIE
I promise to take more pictures.
BWAHAHAHA!

OKAY!!! pictures at crystal jade!!
damn packed..
the XIAO LONG BAO ROCKED THE HELL OUT OF ME!!! WOOOOOO!!!!
but my stomach almost burst.. =.=

BEFORE SETTING OFF. (hate the flash)

okay fine i admit its cold.. thats why my smile is so damn unnatural.
MY teeth are chattering INVOLUNTARILY. (reminded me of biology. LOL)

Okay thats the limit. (the flash) .
so i almost bit his face. LOL

Start of Something New

2009-04-01T04:28:00.000-07:00

HEY GUYS!!

Finally started my own blog eh? hahahs!
Well, credits to DION (woots!) for background & the patience to wait for me to finish.
PS: >3hrs . LOL .

Oh well,
I LOVE YOU!!
dedicated to Jerald and Dion.

Do take note of upcoming wardrobe sale!!! Not a chance to miss!!!

PSS: this is a personal blog > wardrobe sale. LOL